my LIFE.

2009-08-28T15:55:00.000+08:00

Hello. It has been ages since I last entered this blogger site and the site layout looks kind of screwed up to me now. Shall update a little. Okay actually I should say 'rant' instead. Lol.

There's only one phrase to describe this entire week: IT SUCKS.

Had Olevel English Oral on Monday and it ended up being disastrous. Gone case for english oral because I don't even know what the hell I was saying during my turn la. Wah my god.

Oh I did not attend school on tuesday and spent the whole day studying for physics.

Actually I can just dont attend school for the whole of this week and skip this week's prelim because I was given 7 days MC (today's the last day lol) last friday. Had fever on the last thurs and fri and I thought I was going to die anytime in school when I forced myself to attend school on those two days. My eyes were tearing non-stop as a result of the high temperature especially when I was sleeping (i dont know why).

Had physics and physical geog on wed, english paper 1 and 2 on thurs, and ss and chemistry paper 2 today. Screwed most of them. Wah shit la.

Forget about it, it's over anyway (though i'm still very sad about it-.- lol).

Off to catch up with my sleep now! (I think I slept for less than 30h in total for this week.)

2009-06-19T00:11:00.005+08:00

Okay, just a short post to revive this dead blog.
Wah, it has been 3 months (ohmygod really exactly 3 months o.o) since my last post.

Firstly, I'm sorry for not replying to those who wished me happy birthday! =XXXXX
My prepaid card balance was only a few cents at that time and I only managed to top up this morning. Thanks a lot to :

yujia, beeleng, nureliza, yixuan, janice, qun ji (okay I dont know this person -.-), t. huimin, carine, syazwan, arthur, tenghong, yiqing, michelle, yongxiang, sockhui, siying, tinghui, minshan, mengling, lydia, hash, boyao, gladys!

I can't really recall the happenings for the last few weeks.
Went to Seoul Garden at Marina Square with michelle, boyao, junwei and weilong on Monday and it was fun as usual.
I was damn shocked at the fact that michelle and boyao had eaten at Seoul Garden on the previous Monday. They like eat once a week -.-
Played 终极密码 and my luck was damn good LOL. Only kena once as they decided to play until I kena -.-

Well, tues was spent with family :D

OKay that should be all. Bye bye!

2009-03-19T23:50:00.002+08:00

Die die die. I've got lot of things to do today and I've only completed 1 task.
And I'm like here blogging (and wasting more time). Okay, actually I'll just need a place to talk crap so as to vent my frustrations.

Do __ deserve it? No. I know I shouldn't be saying this, but look at __!
ZZZ, I don't want to face the same disappointment again :X

2009-02-26T17:41:00.002+08:00

Sec 4's life = No life.
Tight schedule all the way since the first day of school till now.
Or may be this week should be considered slightly better, for there are no extra lessons (that's why I'm able to slack around now).
With tests on every monday, weekends are dedicated to nothing but mugging. Okay maybe with the addition of sleeping and watching tv. (Weekends are the only days to have 10 hours of sleep)
and it seems to be impossible for me to go to bed before 12am anymore, as long there's school the next day. This has caused me to suffer from memory deterioration man.

Shall grab the chance to sleep more now since I'm free. Goodbye.

2009-01-22T22:13:00.003+08:00

oh my god, why am I here?
Bahbahbahbahbahbahbahbahbahbahbahbah.
Need to vent my emotions.

Wah siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

2009-01-17T18:33:00.002+08:00

Overwhelmed by fatigue.
I'm having headaches frequently nowadays, perhaps due to insufficient sleep.
I foresee another busy week ahead. (it's lucky there's no extra lesson next week)
Cannot tahan with at least 6h of sleep.

Won't be blogging soon. Goodbye people.

2009-01-04T19:01:00.003+08:00

I must kick off the habit of having afternoon naps.
School has started and I can't spend so much time sleeping man. My nap has to be at exactly 2 hours, or I'll feel groggy (which defeats the purpose of having naps).
And I'm still in holiday mood though school has started.

School on friday was just slacking and our class form teacher is Mr. Chye. Very weird but not bad, I guess. Damn, I think the history of getting borderline pass for combined humanities is going to repeat once again. She's teaching for both SS and hist (most probably) somemore. WTH WTH WTH. Please let her get pregnant so that she can go off for maternity leave.
There's banding for chemistry, and heard rumours about having banding for physics as well.
And gosh, school's ending at 1410 instead of 1310 =/
k, enough of ranting (and all this makes me panicky).

Stayed back after school till 5pm plus to discuss about some st john matters and MOP st john room. I dint even bother to mop my own house and yet I go mop st john room haha. Hope the room doesnt get whack back into bad shape so quickly again.

Lastly, I think Term1's gonna be a hard time.

2008-12-28T12:17:00.003+08:00

3 more days to the end of Y2008.
This time round, I desperately wish for a longer Y2008.

This year has been a mixture of delightful and disheartening events.

First time seeing male classmates wearing long pants and looking funny, first having a classroom at ground floor, first time coping with 8 subjects, first time knowing people whom I had never seen before in my sec1 and 2 life, first time attending Speech Day, first time experiencing major conflicts, first time planning and running events by ourselves, first time feeling so guilty after being thrashed, first time struggling hard to get everyone involved, first time realising the importance of teamwork, first time shouting in front of the whole school (I'm really very sorry for throwing our face!), first time not revising with yujia, first time unable to complete revision in time, first time staying up till 3am to mug, first time having exams in the hall etc ...

This year, I've grown much more than before (both mentally and physically. I think I've grown taller by 3cm after remaining at the same height since p5 or p6 :D)
Sec two to Sec three, what a great change.

2008-12-24T21:05:00.002+08:00

The problem is how.
How to judge, how to be flexible and how to get things right.

How I wish I could have common sense.

2008-12-19T22:05:00.005+08:00

This whole week is occupied by hospital attachment. Waking up at 5.30am and sleeping at 12am for consecutive 5 days is exhausting man.

Being a nurse is not easy, cause you have to be multi-lingual; not only chinese and english, you also have to know malay and dialects for effective communication.
And I can barely speak a sentence of hokkien.

Off to chiong homework. It's piling up like nobody's business already and I have to clear it before it begins to topple.

好朋友，最好还是不要太好。

2008-12-13T11:24:00.002+08:00

Feeling very 心神不宁 now. Shouldn't have go away for so long and what I have to catch up now is much more than I expected. Or perhaps I'm interfering too much :/

I'm lazy to blog every single thing I did in China.
Summary:

Stayed at my grandparents' house which has 2 floors but rather old and rundown (since it's located in rural areas). However, they no longer farm.
Weather was rather cooling, but chilly on some occasions.
Ate, stone-ed, watched tv/ videos on tudou (the loading speed for tudou and youtube seemed to have switched with one another over there) and slept. The cartoons over there are not bad, especially this!
Went over to Suzhou for 1 week to visit 2nd aunt. Terribly cold over there and my heels cracked like some shit.
Visited 留园 (some garden which resembles those in ancient times), 金鸡湖 and had a 1-day-trip to Shanghai during the stay in Suzhou. Uh, quite boring.
The noodles cooked by grandma was tasty, only that it was a bit oily.

Almost everyone thought that I'm the younger sister cause I'm shorter than my sister =.= I WANT TO GROW TALLER.

97% of the photos taken in China are my sister's zilian photos and there are 600+ photos, which take forever to get them uploaded into the computer. So, no photos, hahah.
Shall upload them when I'm really super free.

2008-12-10T01:28:00.000+08:00

It's still the best to be at home :D
First thing that popped into my mind when getting out of airport: oh my god, singapore is damn warm.
Now my face is as red as monkey's butt for unknown reasons -.-

shall update sometime later.

2008-12-07T09:15:00.000+08:00

Two and a half more days before boarding the flight back to singapore.
Kinda afraid all of the sudden (not because I'm afraid of sitting aeroplane), though apparently I'm dying to go back.
Maybe what await for me in singapore are terrifying and I actually have ~~dreams~~nightmares about them for the past two days.

2008-11-23T20:46:00.000+08:00

I FEEL LIKE GOING BACK TO SINGAPORE.

2008-11-18T11:39:00.000+08:00

There's nothing to do, nowhere to go.
BORING. NO I SHOULD SAY EXTREMELY BORING. That's why I'm here, at least can kill 5 mimutes.

Woke up at 7am this morning(that's considered late already cause the dawn breaks at 5am).
Ate porridge with some other side dishes for breakfast (and that will be my breakfast for the remaining 21 days).
I think my sister and I are like nannies cause we spen the morning looking after a cousin who is 1 year and dont know how many days old. My sister was entertaining the baby by doing stupid stuff like using the broom to hit the tree and singing the broom song she has created. The baby starts crying once she stops doing those stupid acts, lol.
And now we are makig sure that our another cousin finishes his homework before he can join us in watching doraemon -.-

2008-11-15T22:09:00.000+08:00

我并非与世隔绝。
because there's computer right here!
though the connection is even suckier than my laptop's.

It feels damn different to be here.

2008-11-14T23:22:00.004+08:00

I'll miss my computer and tv shows.you pamper, pamper some more la. Just because she knows how to suck up on you but I dont? I feel so bloody disgusted. I won't give it a damn when she turns out to be a spoilt brat. You could just only blame upon yourself if that really happens.

2008-11-13T17:09:00.000+08:00

Back from class chalet.
It was fun, though there's nothing much to do on the last 2 days.
And I was not really sleepy although the number of hours of sleep on both night adds up less than 10, lol.

lazy to blog what happened. Shall go pack my stuff now.

2008-11-05T15:56:00.000+08:00

Yes, Olevel chinese is finally over.
Damn tired now cause I couldn't sleep yesterday.
Studied it rather last minute and looking at the notes this morning during the bus ride to school made me super dizzy.

Paper 1 was ... ! The question for bao zhang bao is in shen lao shi's notes and I saw it yesterday!
I thought the question like got nothing to write, so must probably won't come out. And it suay suay came out.
And the most stupid thing that I have ever done is that I didn't bring my dictionary. I guess I'm the only one without dictionary -.-
And guess what? I found my dictionary in my bag AFTER THE PAPER =.=

Paper 2 was rather okay and all my answers for zhong he tian kong and MCQs are exactly the same as yixuan's o.o

Nevermind, it's over already. (self-comforting lol.)

2008-11-01T12:23:00.001+08:00

Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery.
Today is a gift, that's why it's called present.

2008-10-24T15:00:00.001+08:00

Someone closed my internet window while I left it there for the video to buffer in the morning -.-
Now I have to wait for at least two hours for the video to buffer all over again. zzz.

Went to school for Physics SPA and waited damn long for the bus. In the end, I took taxi to school with Yixuan and oh my, taxi fare has really gone up by a lot.
Physics SPA was not that bad and I guess this is the first time round I didn't do till the last minute. In fact, I was stoning for the last 20 minutes, staring at my own graph.

Waited in St John room for people to hand in their forms and some hilarious event happened.
Went off for lunch with Tinghui, Janice, Beeleng, Zhixin and Yong Xiang and we met Tenghong along the way to amk central. Tenghong joined us even though he just came out of Sumo House and we were heading for Sumo House. Tenghong, being unable to resist the temptation of food, ordered another plate of breaded scallop despite the fact he had already eaten lunch. Damn funny as he kept asking "Huh, I need to eat again ah?"

Zhixin and I were supposed to go with Yong Xiang to order the tees, but ended up Tenghong accompanying him. After that, we split up and headed home and I boarded the same bus with Michelle and Boyao. As usual, Michelle was telling me stuff about Heath Ledger, but it was entertaining, lol.

zzz, why typing all these only spent me 20 mins? Shall find a new blogskin to kill time.

2008-10-20T19:30:00.000+08:00

Grades are kind of sucky, especially languages (like some shit).
Well, seriously pure luck this time round and.. I guess luck will run out in the long run :/

2008-10-17T22:54:00.001+08:00

I'm sleepy but I don't feel like sleeping yet. Too used to the habit of sleeping late.

Attended archery course on Wednesday and expected, it was ... boring. There were simply too many students. The vendors turned out to be the same people for st john archery course.

Went through all exam scripts (without answer scripts) for the past two days and oh my god, I like died so horribly for physics. I guess my mind screwed up after two hours of Amath before the physics that I can't think and read the questions properly (I actually gave weird answers that have no link to the questions and somemore the questions are like give-away). I'll just beg for at least a B3 grade.

And zzz, I actually forgot to bring my shoulder flash for brigade today and went all the way back to sengkang to retrieve it. Met yixuan on the bus and returned to school with her, lol.

Gonna get like multiple blows on monday, with all answer scripts being returned to us at a single shot. "Play hard during this weekend before you go bonkers" hahaha-.-

2008-10-13T15:11:00.000+08:00

yay, I've finally completed packing my worksheets and files! (after don't know how many days of packing)
I'm damn happy cause it looks much neater and clean!
But I realised that I can't fit all my files and textbooks into my shelf and it's like gonna collapse anytime. (It collapsed before anyway) Maybe I need to get a larger shelf.

2008-10-09T17:06:00.000+08:00

I'm like actually getting a bit ... bored.
I'm so bored that I went to wipe my laptop's keypad and do random quizzes at facebook.
oh wait, I haven't complete clearing my books and files in my room.
Okay, shall stop typing crap here.

-You've just wasted 1.5 minutes reading the chunk of rubbish above. lol.-

2008-10-07T11:45:00.000+08:00

Screwed up man.
I don't know if I should feel glad or depressed with EOY ending. I'm expecting myself to receive uh.. at least 6 blows from EOY results.

But at least I can have afternoon naps and sleep early again!

2008-09-05T00:32:00.000+08:00

I guess having a sister is still a blessing after all.
(cause she's always there to hear my crap and rubbish)

Won't be blogging till this bloody torture that i'm going through is over.

2008-08-31T15:58:00.000+08:00

My stomach is in a terrible pain but I don't feel like shitting (that's why I'm here instead of in toilet).Shall bear with the pain for a while.
But actually I don't really have something to blog about. Quizzes shall save the day.

What Your Ideal Wedding Dress Says About You

Your Personal Style:Young and flashy. You dress like a celebrity, and you love to accessorize.
Your Ideal Wedding:A huge party with all your friends, with lots of toasting and dancing
Your Philosophy on Marriage:The person you marry should be your best friend.
Your Perfect Marriage:Is when you still surprise each other with romantic gestures

The Wedding Dress Test

Your Dosha is Vata

Creative and restless, you take in all of life's pleasures (maybe a little too much!).You're quick witted and very talkative, but you also tend to have a spotty memory.You tend to get very into ideas, people, and lifestyles... but only for a short time.It's difficult to hold your attention, and you sometimes feel with what life has to offer.
With friends: You are very uncomfortable in new situations or with new people
In love: You fall in and out of love very easily
To achieve more balance: Live in a warm climate and spend some quiet time in nature

What's" Your Dosha?

I did this quiz to find out what is a Dosha and the result is .. half accurate.

You Are the Index Finger

You are ambitious, driven, and capable.You aren't afraid to take responsibility for your actions - or place the blame on whoever deserves it.You are honest, free thinking, and objective. You see things in your own way - and you aren't afraid to let everyone know about it.
You get along well with: The Thumb
Stay away from: The Ring Finger

What Finger Are You?

Your Animal Personality

Your Power Animal: Swan
Animal You Were in a Past Life: Rabbit
You are passive, sentimental, and emotional.You sometimes lack self-confidence, but you are creative and rational.

The Animal Personality Test

Lol, I thought my results would be related to butterflies and aha, it reminds me of someone.

Your Sketchiness Factor

You are 29% Sketchy

How Sketchy Are You?

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are balanced, peaceful, and sincere.You're the type of person who goes along to get along.And you're definitely afraid of rocking the boat.
Underneath it all, you fear your world falling apart.You'll put up with a situation that you don't like in fear of changing it.Disruptive and forceful people intimidate you - and sometimes exploit you.

What's" the Part of You That No One Sees?

Your Inner Blood Type is Type A

You seem cool and collected, though a bit shy.You are highly driven and a perfectionist, but that's a side you keep to yourself.Creative and artistic, you are a very unique person who doesn't quite fit in.People accept you more than you realize, seeing you as trustworthy and loyal.
You are most compatible with: A and AB
Famous Type A's: Britney Spears and Hilter

What's" Your Inner Blood Type?

Hitler belonged to blood type A o.o

okay, I feel like going toilet now.

2008-08-29T15:46:00.001+08:00

Happy Teachers' Day!
(okay, that seems dumb)

I did not regret going to school today cause it was fun.
I thought I was going to be late for school today cause I missed the 0810 bus and the next bus only arrived at 0823. And the usual bus ride to school takes at least 40 minutes.
Copied my essay onto foolscap while on bus and oh god, the handwriting was even horrible than my orginal one (my original handwriting is horrible enough) .
Aha, I wasn't late and I even had the time to put my bag in the class. Lol.

ACES was quite _____ and I doubt anyone was doing the dance at the start.
Apples were distributed at the end of the dance and I was forced to take one. Though I didn't eat it (cause I don't like apples with skin), I intended to at least bring it back home instead of throwing it away. But,

beeleng made me waste that apple cause she went to swing my arm and that poor apple flew out of my hand, hit the ground and rolled down the stairs.

It was damn embarrassing -.- and we quickly ran away.
The teachers' day concert was not bad. The slides showing teachers' heads with superheroes' bodies are damn funny.

Went back to class to get report slip after the concert. Uh, my grades look nice but the actual marks do not look nice in comparison with the max. mark -.-

I've planned to start revision two weeks ago, but ... nothing was done.
I wonder how would I die for SA2.

2008-08-21T20:43:00.004+08:00

I see the complexity of human relationships.
I see the complexity of human minds.
I see the vicious cycle going on and on.
I see the history which doesn't repeat itself only once and for all.

2008-08-18T15:47:00.000+08:00

i'm here though i'm not supposed to, again.

I woke up at 6.30am today. I guess I need some time to adjust to waking up at 5.30am instead and yeah, luckily my dad was able to give me a ride to school for the last time.

Mrs. Sin finally returned our papers despite the fact that not everyone handed in trigo 13. Oh god, screwed EMath paper this time round instead of AMath. There's a huge difference of more than marks between the two scores.

PE was slacking period again. Helped Ms. Ho to record the timings for those taking 2.4km rerun together with Yixuan.

Chinese period was next and I got the SAME OVERALL SCORE FOR THREE TERMS ALREADY. No improvement, no 'deprovement'. Went through texbook passage regarding chinatown which is written by liang wen fu. I still remember my p6 chinese teacher kept let us listen to liang wen fu's songs after PSLE -.-

Yikes, PSG food fair wasn't that great. But I ate until damn full.

Physics was free period because Ms. Kam is absent. Do some MCQ ws and tried to take a nap.

Do the usual stuff for Geog, which is to go through ppt slides about coasts. geog lesson = laughing session. And I still don't understand how Mr. Fadzly manage to relate headlands and bays to something which is so sick.

2008-08-16T23:14:00.000+08:00

http://youcapturedme.blogspot.com/2008/06/excerpt-from-in-fog-sagawas-post.html
read it if you are able to withstand gruesome story and images.

2008-08-16T15:44:00.001+08:00

I'm in a very bad mood now, all of the sudden.
A lot of work has to be done but I have no motivation to get them complete.
Getting lazy, I guess.

I feel like screaming/shouting/giving a good cry/smashing stuff/slapping people. Shall finish watching my doraemon movie.
before one matter is being solved, another comes along. It seems to be never-ending. It was never so frustrating in the past. I thought it was a simple job, but unfortunately, it's hundred times tougher than what I can imagine. Yes I know, no point scratching and losing my hair over such matter. But I'm still getting myself worked up over it. Gawr, I'm just contradicting myself. Tell me, how can I get things right?

2008-08-14T18:39:00.000+08:00

I'm super duper tired.
I don't know why, term 3 seems to be much more exhausting than the previous two terms. Maybe because of the increase in number of on going events.

And guess what? I was so tired that I was actually thinking of sleeping during the chem SPA trial this afternoon. My brain totally switched off and I could only stare hard at the mole question and write some rubbish on the paper. How disastrous would it be if it were to be the actual SPA. Went back to class to complete the chinese essay after SPA, and I don't even know how I finished it with my brain malfunctioning.

Got back chemistry, physics, english and ss paper on these two days. And Ms Kam missed out 4 marks for my physics paper! luckily I got check. I guess only history and E + AMath paper are not yet returned. God, I don't want to get back history. I want to get back Math and yet Mrs Sin is refusing to do so.

And the amount that we have to study for EOYs is freaking me out.

And I'm going to die from insufficient sleep (oh, I think I'm already) once my dad stop sending me to school starting from next mon.

Shucks, exceed the time limit again. Shall stop procrastinating and get back to work.

2008-08-11T17:00:00.000+08:00

Gosh, hope that I've washed my hair thoroughly.
Something unfortunate and disgusting happened this afternoon.

Dad brought me out for lunch and while we were walking along the pavement, something dropped onto my head. Thinking that it might be just a drip of rainwater from nowhere, my brain instructed my hand to wipe it off my hair.
Oh my god, it's not rainwater. It's the excretion of one of the little birds perching on the tree branches.
Both my hair and hand came in contact with that shit. -Utter disgust-

Second time in my life to have birdshit dropping on my head. How suay can that be.

2008-08-11T00:31:00.000+08:00

blog under construction.

2008-08-10T11:08:00.003+08:00

It's actually my first time wanting to get out my house. Well, people change isn't it? It's so boring being cooped at home without nice tv shows and god, I missed my doraemon show again.

Shall kill some more time by posting rubbish. Oh, I can do quizzes! (Quizzes are the best for wasting/killing time)

Your Toes Should Be Blue

You're a little out there, but that means you take guys to a place that's out of this world!
Your ideal guy: Zany, hilarious, and totally unpredictable.

Stay away from: Anyone who has to get up for work in the morning

What Color Should Your Toenails Be?

What Your City Walk Means

You are unique and philosophical. You have your own way of living life, and you relish your independence.
You are generally confident and friendly with strangers. You are well mannered and sociable.
Money is fairly important to you. You aren't super greedy, but you enjoy spending money on yourself.
You tend to be organized, logical, and methodical. You're so efficient, people often wonder how you get so much done.

The City Walk Personality Test

People Envy Your Energy

You've got the drive and determination to keep your life in order, and you are on track to be a huge success.
People tend to envy all you've got in life, but they don't understand the work that goes behind it!

What Do People Envy About You?

You Are Somewhat Mature

You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart.
While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later.

Are You Immature?

okay, I'm bored of doing quizzes. Shall go off to try out trigo (12) again.

God, what I least expected have happened. Time to get brains cracking again and please, don't let this break what hold us together. No please.

2008-08-09T14:45:00.000+08:00

oh god, I was shocked that the previous new blogskin looked screwed up in IE.
Spent hours looking for another one.
Couldn't find any that really appeals to me, so shall settle on this currently one for the time being.

Ahhhh, still haven't start on what i'm supposed to do yet.

2008-08-08T19:25:00.000+08:00

You can actually play maple while doing your bloody project. How pro man. Shall not waste my saliva and time quarrelling with you.

2008-08-08T18:52:00.001+08:00

when that desktop screwed up you came to quarrel with me over letting you to use this bloody laptop you said that desktop cannot load the page which you need for your project and yes i gave in to you and used the screwed up desktop myself but now i've fixed it you bloody ass come and quarrel with me over the desktop what the hell damn you bastard I'm the one who fixed the desktop and you are in no position to use the desktop you think you very big ah always grab the better ones and throw all the thrash to me i'm always the one giving in to you bastard so what you give in to me before the times i gave in to you are like dont know how many times yours damn fine lah you win lah i shall let you struggle by yourself in future difficulties and see how you survive without my help and i seriously mean it this time round.

sorry, I really need some place to vent my spleen.

2008-08-07T16:01:00.000+08:00

I don't know how to phrase certain thoughts into words.

Anyway, exams are finally over. Got back Geography and Chinese paper so far, and I got a sucky grade for chinese. Totally screwed up today's history paper, with 9 out of 25 marks blank. Damnnnnnnnnn, seriously gone case for this time round.

And I think I really depend on luck.

2008-07-28T19:47:00.000+08:00

I suddenly feel very motivated to update.
oh god, but i'm supposed to either revise for physics or start my SS homework.
okay, I shall aim to end this post by 8pm. 10 minutes from now.

Anyway, I just now went to update my facebook profile. This is my second time logging into that facebook account. The first time was when I signed up for it. Finding that my profile looked rather empty without a display photo, I went to deviantart to search for one and I was determined to find one within 10 minutes. Couldn't find any that looked appealing to me, so I just kept clicking on 'next page'. And oh god, time really flies. I ended up searching for 30 minutes without getting any picture. I can't believe that I wasted 30 minutes of my life just to hunt for a bloody photo for a random profile.

Okay, back to updating. Oh my, 5 mintues left.

Let's start with last friday. For GM, our whole corp went for the N6 Cluster Dance Workout public duty. And whoa, st nics is seriously huge. Zhixin and I went to chase after yongxiang and tenghong for zhixin's phone and four of us got lost in the midst of secondary and primary blocks instead. The side walls of the classrooms in the primary school block are rather weird. The walls are not attached to the celling, meaning people can peep into the lassrooms by popping their heads above the walls, provided if they are tall enough. I think we spent like at least 45 minutes finding our way back to the running tracks. And yeah, my group was in charge of the floorball. It was drizzling during that time and a lot of primary school kids were dashing across the tracks. Lol, the kids actually had a higher chance of getting injured instead of those floorball players. Not much about the duty, cause most of the time was spent looking at others running around and stoning. Finally, at 5 plus, the duty ended and all of us took a kindergarten bus back to school, together with the councillors.

oh god, i've exceeded the time limit by 5 minutes.
Ah, shall leave the rest for next time round.

2008-07-18T23:14:00.000+08:00

Haven't been so exhausted for a long time.
I have been spending the previous two nights doing last minute revision for physics and chem.
And uh.. I don't think I'm going to do well for physics. Oh my.

And for napfa 2.4km run, it's totally a disaster. Stamina is like shyt after a long period of time without running and I ended up getting a D grade. Wth, I'm gonna get a silver for the first time.

Two more weeks to week 6 and the mugging fest will soon start again. I hate it man.

Why the hell do I get myself worrying over those matters while others don't even give it a damn? Maybe I should stop deceiving myself by saying I've tried.

2008-07-12T13:24:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, a chipster maniac went to spam my email inbox cause she was craving for chipster in the middle of the night.

Is chipster really that powerful?

2008-07-09T20:19:00.001+08:00

oh my, that's so screw man.
I have to say bye bye to my A1 for olevel chinese cause I just simply screwed my oral.
There was an irritating teeny weeny fly which kept flying around my hand, distracting me while I was reading the passage. As a result, I stumbled over several words -.-
that dumb fly.

okay, today's oral topic wasn't really extremely hard. It was about parents having too much control over children. The examiners seemed to be very friendly and nice cause they tried to make me feel more relax. But sad to say, I stuttered and was 'uhm-ing' throughout the conversation. Ahh, too nervous man. And I was asked to leave though I spoke quite little.
oh well, it's over already anyway.

tomorrow will be the last day for oral examination. good luck to those taking it!

2008-07-04T22:33:00.000+08:00

Whatever I have typed for the blog post is gone cause my computer actually hanged when I was about to click on "publish post" -.-

ah, have to retype everything again.

Okay, finally can get some time off to blog.
Actually, I dont really have any inspiration now. lol.

another week of school has passed. I think my attention span is getting shorter and shorter cause I can only pay attention to the first two lessons and dozing off for the rest of the day.
I did try to pay attention, but sometimes it just seems that nothing goes into my brain. Not a good sign. Have to change man.

I think I've lost my mugging motivation! oh my oh my god.
had Amath test on thursday and I dint study like what I did in the past.
Good news: the paper was easy.
Bad news: I made stupid careless mistakes like mixing up the - and + sign for the shoelace algorithm (it dint happen when I was practising). Two marks just flew away and there are surely more mistakes to be discovered.

had Emath test today and phew, it was do-able. I thought Mrs. Chong setting it man! and I only studied for 3h. Or maybe a bit more than that, but most of the time was spent on walking to the kitchen to get a drink or what or watching tv. Another piece of evidence to prove my shortening attention span.
I still remember last time I will mug real hard even for a teeny weeny test, but now ...
please come back, my motivation.

damn, it's impossible to carry on with such a bad state. It's really irritating when we are fretting over matters that we couldn't do anything. Ah, I'm kinda sick of all these stuff.
Dumb.

2008-06-26T14:43:00.000+08:00

hello.
it must be a miracle that I'm able to reach home at such an early timing.
Have been staying back for the past four days of school, reaching home at 7-8pm everyday.

school has only reopened for four days and I can feel the hecticness(is there such word?) of school life. Everything is like just rushing in like mad and the tests seem to be earlier and earlier -.-
OH MYYYYYYY.

shall have a little update.
Mr. Leow changed our class seating arrangement, but nothing much cause Beeleng is still sitting beside me -.-
Hist and SS teachers are reshuffled to Mr. Yong and Mr. Kamal! (I guess the whole class is rejoicing over this fact.)
Mr. Kamal is super cool, cause he can talk like a bullet train while everybody still catches it and is able to be funny yet strict at the same time.

And had st. john day on tues. ~~Damn, I totally have no face to mention what has happened.~~

School starts at 0820 instead of 0720 for wednesday. I was nearly late for assembly (there were a lot of people running late as well actually) cause the bus was damn crowded and it moved at a very slow pace.

Lastly, a pile of homework which accumulated over the four days is waiting for me.
Gah, only have time to complete chinese workbook for the past four days. And the worst thing is that MOST ARE DUE BY TOMORROW.

Oh god.

2008-06-22T20:18:00.000+08:00

"I never think of the future. It comes soon enough. " - Albert Einstein.

Now I really agree with the quote above cause school is reopening like in 11 hours' time.
I really dread going back to school and being crushed by all the school work.
I don't mind doing homework, but not having exams and tests which make people mug and mug and mug till midnight and still couldn't finish everything.
That happened to me for the past two terms.

Oh gosh, and Olevel Chinese Oral is going to take place in a week's time too.

I think this will be my last post before I step into school compound tomorrow and regain my hectic school life again.
And I must control myself not to use computer unless neccesary starting from tomorrow.

2008-06-22T16:33:00.000+08:00

okay, I think it's better for me to remove the two posts, in case someone comes and whack me.

2008-06-21T17:32:00.000+08:00

I'm bored.

eh, I think it's rather inaccurate. My IQ aint that high, lol.

I'm only at 4th class out of 9 classes. okay, I'm not cut for earning great profits.

lol. I would rather call myself a perfectionist.

perhaps some words shouldn't be said; it's still the best to keep them in heart.

2008-06-18T17:30:00.000+08:00

Read someone's blog just a moment ago and I felt kind of relieved.
At least, there is one person who realised the attitude that he should have as a senior.
I don't know how long will he carry on with that attitude, but at least for now.
If everyone has that attitude, I guess things will be much much more easier and asjab wont crumple in our hands.

This camp is a learning experience for everyone, at least for me.
Well, I guess we have been too aimless in the past.
Hopefully, things will change for the better and yeah, improve.

But I still have tons of stuff to work on. Headache man.

2008-06-17T18:33:00.002+08:00

Oh my god, I really can't survive with 2 hours of sleep. I've turned into a human-panda hybrid with super duper obvious dark circles.
I could barely open my eyes while boarding Bus 86 home and I was literally sleeping while standing (not sitting cause the bus was damn crowded).
wah, I must have a 2-hours nap later.
rather disappointed cause it's like so screwed up. It took us weeks, or even months to prepare and yet it turned out ... Forget it, everything just screwed.
Birthday was spent getting pek cek, ranting at juniors and screwing up everything. Damn.

2008-06-15T19:58:00.000+08:00

I'll be away for asjab camp for 2 days 1 night, starting from tomorrow!
yay!

off to pack up!

2008-06-14T00:26:00.000+08:00

oh shyt man, have been procrastinating too much recently.
actually, i'm procrastinating ever since the start of holidays.
oh my god, holiday is only left with 1 more week!
and I like still have tons of work to settle/do.

I'm kinda sick of planning. grawr. It kills my brain cells.
get out and scrammmmmmmmmmm.

2008-06-13T15:53:00.000+08:00

shall have a short update.

went for haircut togther with my sister this afternoon. Fun.
There was no conversation going on while the auntie was snipping off my hair.
but when it was my sister's turn, noise came in cause the auntie was asking her why her fringe is so short and my sister began blaming the Supercut hairdresser. lol.

my sister is now mourning over her hair cause she thinks that she got a bad haircut.
Though I'm not her, I still hope that her fringe will grow back asap. (Otherwise she will ask me the question: "Is my fringe okay anot? Is it very ugly?" over and over again -.-)

okay, nothing much to say. Oh no, I want to go toilet now, bye bye.

2008-06-12T18:56:00.000+08:00

rawr.
it's sucky when things don't go the way you thought.

2008-06-12T14:12:00.000+08:00

Oh my god, I'm super duper tired and sleepy.
I have been sleeping at 1-2am and waking up at 7-8am for the past 4 days.
I dont know how I survived these few days with only max. 7 hours of sleep daily.
oh my god, I must catch a nap after settling all camp stuff.

2008-06-06T15:08:00.001+08:00

Okay, I'm supposed to visit the physics websites and complete the holiday assignment now.
Ah, shall do it later.

I was browsing through my archives and went "wah, oh my god, I actually blog that way in the past?"
I can't imagine that I actually bother to recount everything that happened during the day and post it up in the past.
And I have forgotten those twit languages I used during sec one, lol. The posts in the past now seem sort of funny and, retarded.

Extract:
want to put songs on my blog...but dunno hw. Sigh. Can any1 tell me?

oh my god, I sound like some dumb person. And I think anyone would just simply doze off while reading those post. I don't know why I like to use ... in the past so much. lol.

okay, back to physics now.

2008-06-05T21:01:00.000+08:00

It has been a long time that I've a training which will result in muscle aches tomorrow.
Hahah, but it's still fun, just like what we had during sec ones.
Well, now everything has changed. Everything is different.

Oh, I nearly got a heart attack when I clicked on the 'submit' button for the online HCL etest.
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I GOT EVERY QUESTION WRONG FOR THE 'FILL IN BLANKS' SECTION!
First reaction: OHMYGOD.
I thought I was seeing things at first, but I'm not.
I went to double check with the book and my answers are supposed to be correct.
The answer key screwed, I guess.

2008-06-04T22:40:00.000+08:00

I think I've been eating too full for dinner this few days. I feel so bloated now.
And I'm still procrastinating.
Holidays are flying away.

I finally found what I've lost.

2008-06-03T13:44:00.000+08:00

I lost the motivation to do my homework again.
Ahh, I like only completed math and half of chemistry assignment.

OKAY, I MUST COMPLETE ALL EXCEPT SS AND HIST BY TODAY.
actually can one lah, just that i'm lazy and couldn't resist the temptation to use computer.

okay, I shall start after eating lunch. Still waiting for my dad to return and I'm hungry =/
ah, my crayon shinchan show is finally fully loaded, off to watch nw!

2008-06-02T23:50:00.001+08:00

" I always have to use my brain juices to come out with a title. So instead of wasting my brain juices (which should be saved up for better use), I shall let my posts go untitled starting from this post.
My body temperature seems to be higher starting from yesterday. And amazingly, I don't feel cold at all when doing homework in AMK macs with janice, beeleng and tinghui yesterday. Ahem, I think I'm having slight throat discomfort now (perhaps because I used my throat to shout during today's training).
Hope it doesn't reach the stage of sorethroat cause for me: "

okay, the whole big chunk was typed before I was disconnected a few minutes ago.
I shall continue.

... me: sorethroat ---> high temperature ---> fever
it's always that case. But I won't die from it.

I shall sleep earlier tonight (though it's not early anymore now), good night!

-screams-

2008-05-31T20:34:00.001+08:00

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Aching Legs

2008-05-30T00:38:00.000+08:00

just attended the Anderson Guides' Campfire.
Before the campfire, we went to two different locations to get camp stuff.
I think I ought to get myself exercising, cause my legs are aching terribly by now.

boooooooooooo.

ASJAB JUNE Camp 2008

2008-05-23T20:50:00.001+08:00

ohyah, before I forget:

ASJAB JUNE CAMP 2008
Venue: Anderson Secondary School
Date: 16-17 June 2008
Campfire time: 7.30pm

ALL ex-NCOs are welcomed. There will be nightwalk as well.

and the invitation email was made by beeleng.

Seoul Garden

2008-05-23T20:05:00.001+08:00

It's fun going to seoul garden with boyao, michelle, weilong and jian shen, especially with the entertainment provided by weilong and michelle.
weilong is pro in eating cheesy hotdog man. HE ATE AROUND 50 SMALL CHEESY HOTDOGS.
and michelle's cooking skill is super lousy.
the ingredients there weren't very nice, but at least there were ice-cream and brownies.
Stomach nearly burst and I was on the verge of puking after consuming large amount of food.

lazy to elaborate further, hahah.
Conclusion: today is fun.

and today's Mr. Leow's birthday.

zzz

2008-05-22T15:45:00.002+08:00

two more days and it's gonna be june vacation.
Actually, I don't think there will be much difference from normal school days, cause I still have to return to school.
It applies to others as well, I guess.
I must make full of use of this june vacation and not slack throughout!
Four weeks of holiday now seem extremely short for me, sad man.
nevermind, at least I get a break.

everything just cocked up nowadays and I don't really know what to do with it.
Everything just ... fails. oh well.
I really hate chasing after people for stuff. I really hate people who refuse to do their task despite countless reminders. I feel myself turning into a nagging old granny. AH PEOPLE, CAN ALL OF YOU JUST BE A BIT MORE COOPERATIVE AND DON'T GIVE ME ONLY WHEN I ASK FOR IT? grr, whatever.

Whatever.

2008-05-20T18:34:00.000+08:00

My printer is giving me lots of trouble and the blank ink does not seem to work.
Ahem, and now I'm ~~using~~wasting my colour ink.
I have been spending the past 1/2h printing the proposal and it's still not done yet.
It's depriving of my nap time! I know it's weird to have nap when it's near 7pm.

Boo. Tomorrow will be a horrific day.

I know why my laptop is running at such a slow rate. It must have been infected by some virus that is that is not detectable by norton. boo.

2nd Post of the Day

2008-05-17T21:04:00.000+08:00

sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian x 15841364313134311

ah, fingers buah ta han.
okay, I finished sian-ing and shall continue packing my files.
actually, I'm here to slack for a while.

p/s. I did not copy and paste the 'sian' word, I typed them!

Random.

2008-05-17T13:12:00.001+08:00

Shall make a quick post before the computer gets disconnected for the umpteenth time again.

today, I shall write my post in point form.

I watched the Accuracy of Death on Zhixin's birthday with janice, beeleng, tinghui and of course, zhixin!
I woke up at 7am today and strangely, I could not get back to sleep again.
I finally watched Doraemon after missing __ episodes. yay!
I ate 2 big bowls of porridge for breakfast this morning.
This computer made me went crazy. I'm too reliant on computer :X
I haven't clear my books and bookshelves yet, which is supposed to be done last week.
I'm hungry and want my lunch now!

okay, the last point, or in fact, every point is crap. Ah, I'm bored.

S.H.E. - 你最近还好吗
挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话
地址写的是心底你能不能收到它
天有点冷风有点大城市宁静而喧哗
这一个冬天我得一个人走回家
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜里回声变得好大
有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发
有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达
旧情人给的问候比陌生人还尴尬
昨天远了明天还长回忆模糊但巨大
这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜里回声变得好大
有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发

(fill in whatever you want)

2008-05-14T22:22:00.000+08:00

tespaper, testpaper, testpaper, testpaper, testpaper.
got back 5 test papers for today.
and beeleng was very sad about it.
however, when training came, she became very high and it was my turn to get irritated by her.
today is the eve of zhixin's birthday and to celebrate it, we splashed her with water till she soaked to skin.paiseh, I don't mean to wreck the plan =X
I seriously cannot articulate properly using english cause the words have to pass through my brain before exiting from my mouth.
proper lessons are going to start tomorrow, so I have to bring my 'bomb' to school again.

post-exam activities day 2

2008-05-13T19:26:00.000+08:00

today was slightly better than day 1.
one quarter of our class did not attend school today. I reckon they must have used the time to sleep, cause I would do so as well, hohoho.

we had kakuro session in the morning. michelle and boyao were really trying very hard to complete all the puzzles in order to win the 'attractive prize' -.-
yixuan and I only managed to complete 3 cause it made us very pek cek.
followed that japanese language and manga learning session, which was not really that interesting.
the rubix's cube competition was funny cause i laughed all the way through. you can visit yixuan's blog to find out the reason.

after recess, movie screening again. we went to the hall and i started to polish my nails out of boredom. i think i got addicted to it cause it fun to see my nails blink blink, hohoho.

ate two roti pratas for lunch with yixuan, and went off to tutor liza and her friend maths.

oh my god, I don't want tomorrow to arrive.

post-exam activities day 1

2008-05-12T18:05:00.001+08:00

today's post exam activities were so exciting and fun. like real, hahah.

Didn't attend the movie screening after recess and stay at class with michelle, boyao and david.
while the rest of them were playing the mini-chinese chess which cost about $1.90 and brought by the very spastic michelle, I managed to catch a 20min nap.
got woken up by michelle, who insisted on playing bingo together -.-
I think I only won once or twice as lady luck wasn't by my side.
And we continued till the rest of the class returned.

see, what a boring day.

however, the fun came in after school! crapped with michelle and yixuan for some time.
Most importantly, we cleared and cleaned and st john room!
oh my god, we found a lot of rotting and dusty documents and 'antiques'. there was even a booklet of songs and cheers of which the pages have turned yellow.
and the record of the first first aid kit duty that I had was in the room as well.
all those rubbish of course landed in the place where they are supposed to be -- garbage bin.
we threw away mountains of paper and files and plastic bags and other things which I could not remember.

now, the st john room looks much neater and some how empty. it's fun clearing st john.
ahahah, the next room duty members will have to wipe the dusty cupboard till spick and span!

oh my god, I don't feel like getting back testpapers. Have no confidence in them at all.
I dint study very very hard this time round and it means that I won't score very well for the tests. it's always that case when I don't feel that I have put in my best effort. (oh my god, kill me please.)

it feels weird for me without having to do any homework and could play the computer all day long. I actually feel guilty man -.- i know i'm weird.

whatever, off to find some interesting games to play.

Changed Blogskin!

2008-05-10T18:45:00.000+08:00

phew, finally got the job of editing codes done.
oh my god, I actually forgot to save a copy of my original blogskin codes at the start.
I could have copy and paste some parts into the new blogskin and do not need to spend 1 hour retyping all the links.

due to my failing memory, I couldn't remember all those that I have linked. So, if I have missed out yours, please drop me a note at tagboard or something. thanks!

2008-04-09T20:46:00.000+08:00

~~everything sucks. everything screws. Nothing goes well ever since the starting of this year.~~
I feel like a can of carbonated drink which has been shook violently. Pressure is building up within me, at an amazing speed.
I don't know how much longer I can hold on.

how I wish I could return to primary, when I could score very well without much studying.
Now, I reap none for what I have sowed. I'm such a failure. How am I going to squeeze all those textbooks into my tiny brain? Damn. I feel 抛下一切，什么也不管，什么也不想. Why do I have to even bother with so many things?

~~A good cry, the best solution for now.~~

and I'm so pissed with that dumb ***.

2008-04-02T20:53:00.000+08:00

I had a sudden urge to do personality test, so I went to google for one.
-I know I'm boliao-

Managed to find one, which looked quite professional and accurate.
Link: http://www.personalitytest.net/types/descriptions/isfj.htm

ISFJs respect established authority and they tend to accept others’ opinions and desires as their own. In work situations, they provide a stable and standardized service. Disorderly situations and constantly changing rules can cause them undue stress. At these times ISFJs need to be more assertive and direct because, owing to their kindheartedness and sensitivity, ISFJs can be taken for granted and even taken advantage of. This can cause them to feel resentment and anger — feelings that the ISFJ has a tendency to deny. If the situation worsens and uncomfortable feelings build up, the ISFJ will begin to feel insecure about their status. Worrying that they are not secure or protected enough, they may become overprotective and excessively nervous about foreboding events. This can cause others to feel resistant or defiant which then contributes to the disorder of the situation.

Quite true, I guess.

2008-04-01T17:36:00.000+08:00

I want back the life as an cadet.
-sigh-

Books, or rather examinations, kill one's mind.

2008-03-27T16:49:00.000+08:00

I thought my heart could never break,
now I know that, it's a great mistake.

Ah, please bless me for tomorrow.

2008-03-25T18:08:00.000+08:00

A maths = gone case.

I've used up all my luck in sec one and two, I think.
~~Disappointment. I'm afraid of failures, I'm afraid of defeats. Because, they would only bring disappointment and a great blow to confidence.~~
I wonder how others are able to recover from setbacks and achieve greater heights.

Yes, you might say my performance is still comparable to others, but .. -sigh-

期望越高，失望越大。
Perhaps, I should lower my expectations.

P/S. Sorry for this nonsensical post.

2008-03-23T00:08:00.000+08:00

失败乃成功之母。
Learn from mistakes.

~~Sorry, I screwed up everything.~~

2008-03-17T23:11:00.004+08:00

ASJAB ROD:

TIME: 28 MARCH 2008, 3.45 PM

VENUE: ANDERSON SEC

just trying to promote this event via blog. So, any ex-ncos/ex-asjab members who see this ,

DO JOIN US!

ALL ARE WELCOMED ;D

2008-03-02T10:14:00.003+08:00

Title: 期待爱
By: 林俊杰 & 金莎

My Life 一直在等待
空荡的口袋
想在裡面放一份爱
Why 总是被打败
真的好无奈
其实我实实在在
不管帅不帅
想要找回来自己的节拍
所以这一次
我要勇敢大声说出来

期待期待你发现我的爱
无所不在我自然而然的关怀
妳的存在心灵感应的方向
我一眼就看出来
是因为爱

我猜你早已发现我的爱
绕几个弯靠越近越明白
不要走开
幸福的开始
就是放手去爱

想要找回来自己的节拍
所以这一次
我要勇敢大声说出来

期待期待你发现我的爱
无所不在
我自然而然的关怀
妳的存在心灵感应的方向
我一眼就看出来
是因为爱

我猜你早已发现我的爱
绕几个弯
靠越近越明白
不要走开
幸福的开始就是放手去爱

2008-02-24T10:51:00.001+08:00

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Yes, I'm worth nothing in your eyes. What do you know? Do you even know the responsiblity that I have to shoulder? Do you think I can just pon whenever I like? Do you even know why do I have to stay up late? No, you know nothing. You said this is for my own good, but do you know you are just adding on to my stress? I will learn how to stop all those tears cause, you don't worth it.

2008-02-22T21:22:00.001+08:00

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!
YAY.

This week has been a torturous one. The average time that I went to bed for these 5 days was 12-1am and this resulted in dark circles around my eyes! -I'm officially a panda-

I can't believe that I mugged that hard just for CA1. It's only CA1 and I'm already half-dead for it. I can't imagine what will happen for mid-year la. Ohmy. SEC THREE LIFE IS TOUGH.

I wonder if I'm considered coping well with sec three life. I will be able to know the answer very soon, once the report slips are out :X

~~OHNO. DOOM IS IMPENDING~~

ah, why do I have to type in word verification everytime I post?

2008-02-06T16:27:00.000+08:00

It's CNY eve today. I can't believe that CNY is just tomorrow.

anw, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE IN ADVANCE! =)

2008-01-13T20:46:00.000+08:00

" An eye for eye only ends up

making the whole world blind. "

-Mahatma Candhi

Shall be MIA(Missing In Action) for a period of time.

but DO TAG, hoho ;D

2008-01-07T17:45:00.001+08:00

hello, time passed so fast for today. When we're in sec2, we anticipated for the bell to ring. However, for today, before we knew it, a period has passed.

Oh my god, why does time flies today? why doesn't it walk?
lol. I shall crap as much as I can now, before school life becomes hectic.
Maybe today's lessons were not that content-heavy, but I'm sure lessons will be more tiring in the future. copy, copy and copy notes -.-

Physics
Teacher: Miss Kam
oh well, new teacher? cause I've never heard of her name till today. Quite nice, and she spent the whole lesson explaining how to use micrometer screw gauge -.-

English
Teacher: Mr Poh
super surprised that I'm in band 1. However, I think my happiness will be short-lived cause I screwed up the whole essay on 'Lord'. I nearly broke down when I saw Mr Poh scribbled the word 'Lord' on the board, telling us that would be the title. Somehow, it triggered my fear for compositions again. ~~I dread english lessons now =X~~

Chemistry
Teacher: Mr Leow
Well, it's mr leow again -.- Same teaching method, and the first topic is related to matter and particles. It's same as the first topic that mr leow taught us in sec2! Mr Leow asked us to do 2 pages of the workbk = 9MCQs at the end of the lesson, but completed it before going for reccess.

Geography
Teacher: Oh no, I've forgotten the relief teacher's name o.o
Our teacher is supposed to be Mdm Neo, but she's on maternity leave. The relief teacher told us that he's an ex-andersonian. At first, he chased those geog students out of the class and we were like walking around aimlessly. Went up to ,3/4 and then, humanities room and there was not even a single soul in sighy. Later, the teacher told us to return to 3/5 -.-
He asked for rep. and alston was nominated. Alston was unwilling to be one at first, so the asked if anyone is in st john. Too bad, alston is from st john as well, so he has no choice. hoho, maybe he's from st john in the past? Dint start lessons today due to the time wasted while walking around to find classroom.

Math
Teacher: Miss Sin
quite nice and friendly. I thought she teaches mother tongue in the past -.-
began the lessons by recalling the laws of indices. Aha, my favourite topic for now, but I hope it will remain the same in the future.

Stayed back today for cca openhouse rehearsal. As usual, we had skit for the cca openhouse performance. After that, stayed to have PT. Did ~~silly~~meaningful running exercises and log lifting.
That's all for today. Shall go and copy my math notes into exercise book now, bye!

2008-01-04T23:05:00.000+08:00

sec3 camp is over!

the camp was quite okay, but first day was super boring. Unfamiliar faces around, weird feeling and I guess I'm still not really used to the new class for the moment.

Second day is fun :D hohoho~~,merry christmas~~.
The water confidence was fun!lol. Kyaking was fun as well and we kept bumping into the same people.
Tried abseiling and I nearly entered the operation room for I mistook it as the entrance to the top -.-
I was like freaking scared when I'm on top la. But going down was rather an esay task.
Tried zipline as well, but missed out CRC and rock climbling.
Had campfire at night and was super sleepy throughout the campfire :X

Third day, the last day. Packed stuffs and bid goodbye to instructors. Ah, our bus was stucked somewhere at first and thus, we left the campsite last.

I felt as if I'm in ncoc for this sec3 camp and those from other classes are like people from different schools -.-
okay never mind, it's just weird, weird and weird. And I'm gonna suffer for two years cause I'm in the same class with the two spastic ones -.- booooo.

NEW YEAR, NEW HOPE.

2008-01-01T19:12:00.000+08:00

Today marks the start of a brand new year!

well, time really flies. I've just finished packing the stuffs for tomorrow's camp. It's much more easier than packing stuffs for st john camp and the stuffs are lighter la. hohoho.

I hope that Y2008 will be a better year for me and everyone! ;D

2007-12-29T16:36:00.000+08:00

yay. I'm finally done with editing and changing new blogskin :D

2007-12-28T12:39:00.000+08:00

okay, the sunway lagoon photos are uploaded into my desktop now.
I may miss out a few details due to my poor memory.

First and second day

Arrived at tanjong pagar railway station at 8.30pm while the train would only be arriving at 10pm -.- as you can tell, we were all dying of boredom.

so I started snapping some random photos.

the one on left: Lucinta aka tata
the one on right: Lynda

poker card games played their role in helping us to kill time.
played 2 of the all-time favourite card games, daidee and cheat -.-

a group photo at the railway station

Finally, after waiting for 2 hours, we got onto the train. Instead of seats, the train had double-decked beds.

Err, I don't know what lucinta is doing in this picture. Probably some stretching exercises?

crapped, munched on crackers and slept during the 8 hours on train. Well, all of us didn't manage to sleep well cos the train kept stopping and shook like nobody's business.
Reached KL at 6plus and we were fetched to the hotel by two taxis sent by the travel agency.

the expressway in KL doesn't differ much from singapore's.

the other taxi

Well, the hotel is well-furnished and comfy! The room had everything. The bathroom has a bathtub and it's fun to treat the tub as a mini swimming pool. hoho. I want to have one at home la. lol.

one out of my sister's 56146461311615 million zilian photos.

she looks like she's shitting on the bed!

In my neighbour's room,

these two tried to be disgusting.

I'm instructed by my sister to take this photo of her walking down the stairs -.-

Went to shop at Times Square and it's a large mall.

Huiqing: Hello, I'm mama.

Lynda: Hello, I'm papa.

Lucinta: Hello, I'm their kid.

Lol. we walked around the mall for several hours and didn't buy a single thing. All of us are exhausted, thus we went back to hotel to rest and have a bath before going out again to have dinner.

However, in the end, the two adults went to da bao the dinner for us and we ate at my neighbour's room. The food in malaysia taste better than that in singapore. hoho.

Third day

Went to Sunway lagoon by taking taxis again and we alighted in front of a shopping mall. I've forgotten what it is called. Sunway lagoon was the other side of the mall.

As we walked into the mall in order to reach the other side, we saw a dancing santa claus and lynda went to imitate the santa.

the so-called 'watch' that we had to wear to enter or exit the lagoon.

Didn't take any photo of us playing the slides cause the camera isn't waterproof. It's fun and better than wild wild wet :X

Later, we went to walk the bridge which was hanging in the mid air.

The drain-like flooring makes the bridge scary cause we could see what's below us.

click to enlarge! lynda's legs went wobbly -.-

a photo taken while walking on the bridge.

it's a real tiger in an enclosure! the tiger is huge o.o

my first time sitting roller coaster and it's darn fun.

the main focus of this picture is not my sister, but the pirate ship behind her.

what's so special about the pirate ship? it turns 360 degrees, unlike singapore's.

Fourth day

Had breakfast in hotel in the morning. Actually, we also had it on the third day. Forgot to mention it. It's buffet kind, take whatever you want to eat.

I ate a bowl of porridge with peanuts, two pieces of pancake, fried beehoon with a fried egg, two bowls of honey stars with milk and drank a cup of milk tea which I mixed myself. lol.

After the breakfast, we went to pack our lugagges as we had have to check out at noon. Waited for the taxis to fetch us to the railway station after checking out the hotel.

The train arrived at 2pm. This time round, there were no beds anymore! and the train moved the oppposite direction of where we were facing. It made me feel sick and dizzy at first, probably not used to the direction in which the train was moving. Reached singapore at 11pm and cabbed back home.

the end ;D

2007-12-24T12:41:00.000+08:00

hello everyone, I'm back.
i shall blog about the trip when I get hold of the photos cos plain words are boring and you may fall asleep while reading it.

notice the slides which are shown in the sunway lagoon picture i placed in my previous post?

for those who are lazy to scroll down, this is the picture :

i did played the slide and it's fun! ;D

i would be better if it's scarier.

2007-12-20T11:11:00.000+08:00

I'LL BE OUT OF SINGAPORE STARTING FROM TODAY 7PM TO SUNDAY (20-24 DEC)!

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this place!

hope it would be fun?

people going= myself + my sister + my ma + my neighbour + her sister + her ma = 6 people!
and i shall snap some photos using my sis' phone! and mine will be safe at home while my sister's will be at the risk of getting lost.

say bye bye to everyone! ;D

2007-12-13T16:27:00.000+08:00

I'm back from 6faith class chalet!
okay, I shall post some pictures and let them do the speaking.

FEATURING MR. CHAN! ;D

the crab sticks that kailing helped us to take!

michelle enjoying the crabstick while watchingt tv -.-

we took liza's photo secretly!

chalet being transformed into a gambling den

Michelle spotted that from some magazine o.o

in case you dint realise, the "blurred" person is suxian ;D

ahem, they looked like ~~husband and wife~~ ;D

-click to enlarge-
we suspect that the uncle dint know that he's showing his butt to the whole world and he put his hand into his pants to scratch his butt!

remarks made by passers-by: “那个uncle不要脸”

the next morning, some of us went to wild wild wet.
okay, we were bored of it after 3hours of playing.
and I suspect my face is suffering from mild sunburn cause it resembles monkey's red butt -.-

the rest of the photos captured during the chalet are upload here.

bye bye!

2007-12-10T14:27:00.000+08:00

tagged by yujia to do a quiz and I shall do it now since I'm bored.
(actually, I'm just procrastinating my work)

LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR:
1. better grades, straight As would be the best (okay, I'm just dreaming -.-)
2. get my brain working and stop procrastinating
3. get rid of the 2kg of fats gained
4. any item on my wishlist
5. grant me another 5 presents (hoho, I know that I'm greedy ;D)

THE PERSON WHO TAGGED YOU IS
tan yujia! ;D

YOUR 5 IMPRESSIONS OF HIM / HER
1. cute
2. smart
3. crazy at times ;D
4. obsessed with math
5. a good buddy in conclusion!

MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE / SHE HAS DONE FOR YOU
willing to loan her track pants to me though returning might be troublesome. lol.

THE MOST MEMORABLE WORDS HE / SHE SAID TO YOU
every word and sentence she has said is memorable ;D

IF HE / SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER, YOU WILL
do nothing, cause I don't know what I can do. hahah.

IF HE / SHE BECOMES YOUR ENEMY, THE REASON WILL BE
uh, I call her some nicknames that she don't like? lol, I seriously don't know.

PASS THE QUIZ TO 10 PEOPLE THAT YOU WISH TO KNOW HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT YOU:
1. michelle
2. gladys
3. zhixin
4. janice
5. tinghui
6. lynda
7. sharon
8. yixuan
9. weiching
10. anyone ;D

WHO IS NO. 7 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?
sharon; uh, I'm not sure but I think she's not having any?

WHO IS NO. 9 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?
weiching; Many, I think. wahaha ;D

IF NO.9 AND NO.1 ARE TOGETHER, WILL IT BE A GOOD THING?
weiching and michelle; maybe? two of them can go spastic together! lol.

WHAT ABOUT NO. 1 AND NO. 5?
michelle and tinghui; I would say ,"poor tinghui!" for she would suffer in the spastic clutches of michelle (don't you agree with me, tinghui? lol)

WHAT IS NO. 3 STUDYING?
zhixin; everything in the world?
(cause she has read so many books that we are unable to get the exact no. ;D)

WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU CHATTED WITH NO. 6?
lynda; uh, I've chatted with her over the phone this afternoon .

DOES NO. 4 WORK?
janice; don't think so. (she will prefer staying at home to watch drama series or read books, i guess ;D)

DOES NO. 8 HAS ANY COUSIN IN HIS/HER OWN SCHOOL?
yixuan; I guess no?

WILL YOU WOO NO. 8?
yixuan; I'm straight, but I may consider if I'm les ;D

HOW ABOUT NO. 5?
tinghui; same ans for the qn above. hahah.

DOES NO. 2 HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?
gladys; no, she's the only kid in her family. (I'm so envy of her!)

HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW ABOUT NO.3 AND NO.4?
zhixin and janice; heh, through sjab- the cca which allows you to make lots of friends! ;D

WHERE DOES NO.1 LIVE AT?
michelle; sengkang (I can't reveal the exact add for she has too many admirers. They may stuff her mailbox with lots of love letters. lol.)

HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW NO.2?
gladys; we're classmates and through sjab again! ;D

IS NO.5 THE SEXIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD?
tinghui; lol, no. BUT SHE'S THE CUTEST PERSON IN THE WORLD! (I think she would slaughter me if I answered yes.)

2007-12-06T17:36:00.000+08:00

shall post more on quizzes, since doing them is fun! lol.

ANIMOLOGY: What Animal Are You? Your Result: Tan Giraffe Loner. You're a sort of a loner, but you are very brave and a quick thinker. You have a little secret: you like to help others. Soul Mate is the Red Jaguar, but you hate the Marroon Panda.
Ocre and Gray Dolphin
Silver and Red Wolf
Teal Cat
Yellow Trout
Red Jaguar
Blue Fox
Gold Falcon
ANIMOLOGY: What Animal Are You?

Are you dumb? (Teens Only) Your Result: Smart Ass You know your stuff, and you can always use it to your advantage when the conversation gets dull or when it's time to impress someone, just be sure to not come off as vain.
Your Safe
You Stupid
Are you dumb? (Teens Only) Make a Quiz

What is your future job? Your Result: A Teacher/Principal Whether you are a grumpy old hag like teacher who hates kids or a young sexy teacher that your students adore is up to you but looks like you are going to be with those pesky little kids for a while,hope you like homework!
Other
A Person with Polotical Power
A Film Director/Actor/Producer
A Pimp/Hooker
A Gay Stripper
An Unemployed Drunk
What is your future job? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Who Are You At School? Your Result: Average Your an average joe scraping along the edge of life. WAKE UP! Don't be afraid to get to know more people and be known. Be active and have fun. High School is only four years. You will be suprised at how quick it goes by...
Nerd
Popular
Head of The School
Who Are You At School? Create a Quiz

You Are 21% Outrageous!

You are not outrageous. Your score is quite low, meaning you are pretty normal, calm, and acceptable to society. However there are a few unique qualities to you, and that keeps you interesting.

How Outrageous Are You?

that's all, hahah.

2007-12-03T22:28:00.000+08:00

okay, i went to library with tinghui, janice and zhixin :D
please visit tinghui's blog for detailed description of our trip. hahah.
link: http://angel--and--devil.blogspot.com/

I'm amazed by tinghui's brainpower. She actually remember everything that happened today. lol. My brain is getting rusty! oh no!

and I did some random quizzes which are found on the same site that tinghui did the mental disorder quiz. lol.

What Be Your Nerd Type? Your Result: Science/Math Nerd (Absolute Insane Laughter as you pour toxic chemicals into a foaming tub of death!) Well, maybe you aren't this extreme, but you're in league with the crazy scientists/mathmeticians of today. Very few people have the talent of math and science is something takes a lot of brains as well. Thank whosever God you worship, or don't worship, so thank no deity whatsoever in your case, for you people! Most of us would have died off without your help.
Artistic Nerd
Social Nerd
Anime Nerd
Literature Nerd
Musician
Gamer/Computer Nerd
Drama Nerd
http://www.gotoquiz.com/what_be_your_nerd_type">What Be Your Nerd Type? http://www.blogger.com/%3Ca%20href= for MySpace

How will I die? Your Result: You will die in a car accident. Please, continue to buckle up, and try not to speed. More likely than not, it will happen very randomly and quickly. Occasionally, this result stands for death in a plane crash. Do not fear transportation. Avoid becoming a hermit, you cannot escape fate.
You will be murdered.
You will die while having sex.
You will die from a terminal illness.
You will die in a nuclear holocaust.
You will die in your sleep.
You will die while saving someone's life.
You will die of boredom.
http://www.gotoquiz.com/how_will_i_die">How will I die? http://www.blogger.com/%3Ca%20href= a Quiz

okay, this quiz seems to be a bit frightening.

Which T.V character are you? Your Result: Spongebob Squarepants You annoy the s--- outta your neighbours but you love life and have close circle of fiends and make even the smartest people go insane but you have a love of life that no one else can challange
Homer Simpson
Phoebe (from friends)
Piper Halliwell
Dr Greg House
http://www.gotoquiz.com/which_t_v_character_are_you">Which T.V character are you? http://www.blogger.com/%3Ca%20href= a Quiz

This are some of the quizzes I did. Others are rather nonsensical. bye!

2007-12-03T21:05:00.000+08:00

oh my god.

I suddenly realise that I have tons of uncompleted stuff and I'm only left with one month.
AHHHHHHHH.
I have been procastinating too much and time to get on task :X
I feel so pressurised all of the sudden and I don't know why.
Havent felt that way for a long time, perphaps since after exams? lol.

okay, shall go do some planning! hoho -.-

2007-12-01T23:09:00.000+08:00

I'm so tired.

okay, ncoc has came to an end D:
and there's a math online test awaiting me. lol.
shall get it done by tomorrow morning.

MORNING IS THE BEST PERIOD OF TIME FOR STUDYING!
okay, maybe for me only -.-

oh well. I shall end my crapping session. bye!

2007-11-28T00:17:00.000+08:00

ohmygod, why am I so pissed all of the sudden for no reason? -.-

I'm here jus to make a random post, venting my anger.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
-I feel like screaming-

ohno, don't tell me that I'm developing mood swings? :X